My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast 我的心是一个万花筒，它认为太快

Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past 模糊了所有的颜色，直到我看不过去

The last mistake, the choice I made 过去的错误，我做出的选择

Staring in the mirror with myself to blame 凝望着与自己的镜子惹的祸

Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside 有时候，我怕思念里

Nowhere to hide inside my mind 无处可藏在我心中

I'm scared that you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair 我很害怕，你会比较，我会看一辈子过去维修

I second guess myself to death, I re-solicit every step 本人第二次想自己死，我再征求每一步

What if my words are meaningless? What if my heart's misleading this? 要是我的话是没有意义的？如果我的心脏的误导呢？

I try to capture every moment as it comes to me 我试图捕捉每一个瞬间，因为它涉及到了我

Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company 封存了的记忆，让他们陪伴我

   

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me 当清晨的希望开始在我身上褪去

I don't dare let darkness have its way with me 我不敢让黑暗中过了我

And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight 和早晨的希望让我值得打

I will not be giving in tonight 我不会让今晚在

   

When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first, 当我老了，灰色，或30 ，或任何第一次发生，

I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse 我需要你来安慰我，我没有浪费一首诗

Or worse, what if my life's work is reduced to just myself 或者更糟的是，如果我的一生的工作减少到只有我自己

Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental health 就像永远不会让你进去一个字，虽然我剖析我的心理健康

Or lack thereof, whatever, there's too many things to track 或缺乏，什么的，有太多的事情要追踪

I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac 我真的不记得，如果我疯了还是失眠

Now days, all the kids want crazy, wanna diagnose themselves 现在日子里，所有的孩子想疯了，想自己诊断

Trade up made up epidemics, pass around prescription pills 向上交易由流行病，绕过处方药

But my disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose 但我的障碍不能用瓶，刀片，或剂量可以治愈

Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close 自我厌恶和自私往往抱着我相差无几

But I don't wanna let you see that, I don't want my friends to know 但我不想让你看到的，我不希望我的朋友知道

Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go 自我厌恶和自私把我无论我去哪里

   

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me 当清晨的希望开始在我身上褪去

I don't dare let darkness have its way with me 我不敢让黑暗中过了我

And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight 和早晨的希望让我值得打

I will not be giving in tonight 我不会让今晚在

   

Try as I might to keep it together 我尝试过，可能会保持它在一起

Why is recovery taking forever 为什么恢复到永远

Fool the whole world, just until I get better 愚弄了整个世界，只是直到我变得更好

I'm terrified I'll be faking forever 我害怕我会永远伪装

On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head 在和我不知道哪里出了问题我的脑海里

I don't have to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did 我不知道答案，但今晚我想我做了

All the pain I can't explain away won't fade 所有的痛苦，我无法解释离开不会褪色

All the the secrets silenced by the shame 所有的耻辱沉默的秘密

Don't make me say it [x7] 不要让我说[ X7 ]

   

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me 当清晨的希望开始在我身上褪去

I don't dare let darkness have its way with me 我不敢让黑暗中过了我

And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight 和早晨的希望让我值得打

I will not be giving in tonight 我不会让今晚在