At night in my window I see a silhouette 夜晚在我的窗口我看到一个人影

Crying heavy tears look how wet my pillow gets 哭了沉重的眼泪看怎么打湿了我的枕头得到

Throughout my days I don't smile I just get upset 在我的天，我不笑我只是生气

And since you left look at all the shit that it affects 因为你在所有的狗屁离开的外观，它影响

I take a picture of your face and I just hold it up 我把你的脸的图片，我只是抱起来

Kiss it, then reminisce on when it was both of us 亲吻它，然后在回忆时，它是我们俩

It's hard for me to open up, I'm always talking to myself 这是我很难打通，我总是对自己说

But to nobody else 但要别人

Some say that church or maybe counseling could probably help 有人说，教会或者是辅导或许可以帮助

But they don't know about all of my idiotic lies 但他们不知道我的所有愚蠢的谎言

All the fucking times I left you traumatized 所有他妈的时候，我离开了你的创伤

Swore up and down to you saying I'm a try 发誓上下对你说我一试

And never did, I try not to cry but I feel bad I didn't apologize 并没有，我尽量不让自己哭出来，但我觉得不好我不道歉

It's time I cough it up and tell more, my soul is taken never sell yours 这时候我咳嗽了起来，告诉更多的，我的灵魂是采取不卖你

I did some shit I probably coulda been in jail for 我做了一些狗屎，我可能本应该在监狱

Bury me deep inside hells core 把我埋在内心深处的地狱核心

And don't let me out until you hear bells roar 不要让我出去，直到听到钟声吼

   

She said, you never loved me 她说，你从来没有爱过我

You just controlled me 你只是我的生活

If you fuck around I'm calling the police 如果你他妈的左右，我报警

But all I wanted to say was I'm sorry 但我想说的是对不起

Oh how I wish that could tell you 我多么希望能告诉你

You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that I was sorry 你走了，你死了，你永远不会知道，我很抱歉

Just leave me alone, stay out my head, I wish that I could tell you 只是留下我一个人，留出我的头，我希望我能告诉你

You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that I was sorry 你走了，你死了，你永远不会知道，我很抱歉

Just leave me alone, stay out my head, I wish that I could tell you 只是留下我一个人，留出我的头，我希望我能告诉你

   

It's hard to forget, my heart is a brick 很难忘记，我的心脏是一块砖

I tell myself Marcus, I thought that you were smarter than this 我告诉自己，马库斯，我还以为你是比这更聪明

The mess I put you through was worse than pearl harbor and shit 我帮你接通的混乱比珍珠港和狗屎差

I'd always harm you and flip, mentally scar you and trip 我总是伤害你和翻转，精神上疤痕你的旅行

Sometimes I'd argue and get, the nerve to call you a bitch 有时候，我要说的和得到的，还好意思叫你个婊子

Then bruise your back against the dresser that I tossed you against 然后挫伤反对，我扔你对你的梳妆台回

My Juliet at the time I never thought you was it 我的朱丽叶，当时我从来没有想过，你为它

I do now but shit your gone, so I just offer you this 我现在拉屎，但你走了，所以我只给你提供

A song to you, through it I open the crack in my chest 一首歌给你，通过它，我在我的胸口开了裂

And show the whole world I've always had a lack of respect 并展示了整个世界，我一直有一个不尊重

For women who went to my life, I look to vengeance as knife 对于谁去给我的生活的女性，我期待复仇的刀

Intentions to fight, if you thinking I was senseless you right 用心去战斗，如果你以为我是毫无意义的，你的权利

Now every sentence I write, I think twice on it so I don't regret 现在，每一句我写的，我觉得两次就可以了，所以我不后悔

Cause only stress lies in a simple mind of loneliness 原因只有压力在于孤独一个简单的记

I'm an unholy mess, put me in a hole to rest 我是一个邪恶的一塌糊涂，把我在洞里休息

Welcome to my life this is how painful my stories get 欢迎来到我的生活，这是我的故事多么痛苦得

   

She said, you never loved me 她说，你从来没有爱过我

You just controlled me 你只是我的生活

If you fuck around I'm calling the police 如果你他妈的左右，我报警

But all I wanted to say was I'm sorry 但我想说的是对不起

Oh how I wish that could tell you 我多么希望能告诉你

You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that I was sorry 你走了，你死了，你永远不会知道，我很抱歉

Just leave me alone, stay out my head, I wish that I could tell you 只是留下我一个人，留出我的头，我希望我能告诉你

You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that I was sorry 你走了，你死了，你永远不会知道，我很抱歉

Just leave me alone, stay out my head, I wish that I could tell you 只是留下我一个人，留出我的头，我希望我能告诉你

   

Now use this track as a lesson 现在使用这条赛道是一个教训

All you guys out there who have some aggression 所有你们那里谁具有一定的攻击

Towards your woman it don't have to get hectic 对你的女人就不必忙乱得

That crap is pathetic, now look at me I have to regret it 废话是可悲的，现在看看我，我后悔了

I can't go near her or nothing, she'll probably have me arrested 我不能去接近她，或什么都没有，她很可能已经逮捕我

The only thing I could do is just make a track with a message 我能做的唯一事情就是只是做一个跟踪与消息

And hope she hears it so she could know I was badly infected 并希望她能听到它，让她可以知道我被严重感染

I never meant to be that type of guy 我从未想过要成为这种类型的球员

But I realized that I was, and because of it I'm throwing my sinister life aside 但我意识到，我是，因为它，我扔我的邪恶生命放在一边

I can cry at any moment just thinking about it 我哭了，在任何时刻想到它

Sometimes I hide it from the folks that I'm hanging around with 有时候，我从我挂周围的人隐藏

I should apply for a new soul cause I think it's invalid 我要申请一个新的灵魂，因为我认为这是无效的

Somebody told me when I die I'll be safe but I doubt it 有人告诉我，当我死了，我会很安全，但我对此表示怀疑

The grudge she holds against me, it hurts me so severely 她认为对我怀恨在心，这很伤我这么严重

She won't come near me, I thought that time was supposed to cure me 她不会靠近我，我还以为那个时候本来是要治好我的病

I'm so alone and weary, writing songs to heal me 我很孤独，疲惫，写歌来医治我

I swear that I'm sorry Heather, I mean it so sincerely 我发誓，我很抱歉希瑟，我的意思是如此真诚

   

She said, you never loved me 她说，你从来没有爱过我

You just controlled me 你只是我的生活

If you fuck around I'm calling the police 如果你他妈的左右，我报警

But all I wanted to say was I'm sorry 但我想说的是对不起

Oh how I wish that could tell you 我多么希望能告诉你

You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that I was sorry 你走了，你死了，你永远不会知道，我很抱歉

Just leave me alone, stay out my head, I wish that I could tell you 只是留下我一个人，留出我的头，我希望我能告诉你

You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that I was sorry 你走了，你死了，你永远不会知道，我很抱歉

Just leave me alone, stay out my head, I wish that I could tell you 只是留下我一个人，留出我的头，我希望我能告诉你