I spent my adolescence on a park bench 我花了我的青春期在一个公园的长椅

Half-drenched, free-styling with my dumb friends 一半明媚，自由的风格与我的朋友们哑

Spent last year sleeping with strangers and 度过去年的睡眠与陌生人

It was easy pickings because I'm nearly famous 这是很容易采摘，因为我几乎有名

Now I'm innovating, yeah I been in changing 现在我创新，是的，我一直在改变

The motif in me, now I'm [?] 在我的母题，现在我[？]

And it's irritating the way my mother raised me 且有刺激性的妈妈把我养的方式

Without discipline but listening-I love that lady 如果没有纪律，但听，我很喜欢那小姐

Don't you say a word about her, yeah I'm fucking proud 你不说一句话她，亲爱的，我他妈的骄傲

If my dad stuck around 如果我爸坚持围绕

Probably wouldn't be up here now 可能不会达到现在在这里

Hop into another crowd, 'nother city, 'nother round 跳进另外一个人群， “诺特尔城市， 诺特尔轮

'Nother flight connect to make a record 'til the fun is out “诺特尔飞行连接做一个记录，直到乐趣不在

'Til the hungers out 直到该挨饿了

And you never know 你永远不知道

If that day ever comes, pray that I can let it go 如果有那一天到来的时候，祈祷我能放手

But I was 10 when I first time I picked up a pen and wrote 但我是10 ，当我第一次拿起了笔，写

So arthritis is the only time id ever slow 所以关节炎是唯一的一次ID永远慢

Done my fair share of stupid things 做我美丽的蠢事份额

[?] into tears and won too many beauty queens [？]大哭起来，并赢得了太多的选美皇后

Now I'm in the room staring at computer screens 现在，我在房间里盯着电脑屏幕

Hiding from the world, I am not a human being 从世界隐藏，我不是一个人

Wayne said that I tend to agree 韦恩说，我倾向于同意

Got this drink in my cup just to get through the week 在我的杯子了这种饮料刚打通一周

They just want to get through to me 他们只是想通过我

I tell them hell no, guess I'm just too [?] 我告诉他们没有地狱，你猜我只是太[？]

[?] university because I went and packed it in [？]大学，因为我去了，在它包装

This rap shit better have a happy end 这首rap最好有一个快乐的结局

This rap shit better have a happy end 这首rap最好有一个快乐的结局

   

Life is a maze, forget the I-n-g 生命是一个迷宫，忘了I-N -G

It's time to free all the demons that hide in me 现在是时候释放所有的躲在了我的心魔

Life sucks and I think what am I in it for? 生活很烂，我觉得我在这呢？

I should really leave, I can't stand a minute more 我真的离开了，我不能忍受一分钟

The girl I love to death, she went and fucked me over 我爱到死的女孩，她去了，坑了我了

She always hurts me, doesn't matter if shes drunk or sober 她总是伤害我，没关系，如果畲族醉酒或清醒

Like, I don't think ill ever love again 喜欢，我不认为生病永远爱又

Heartbreak hotel is always where I'm checking in 伤心酒店始终是在那里我检查

I used to throw touchdowns in the end zone 我以前扔在端区达阵

Now if they get to close, I throw them in the friend-zone 现在，如果他们收的，我把他们丢在朋友区

To think someone cares about me I say 'no way' 想有人关心我，我说没办法

So I just put on a smile and say I'm okay 所以，我只是摆出一副笑脸，说我没事

But really, my thoughts are eating me alive 不过说真的，我的想法是吃了我还活着

Because I see the wrong in what everyone sees is right 因为我看到的是大家看到的错误是正确的

And some fans was telling me I went and saved a life 还有一些球迷告诉我，我去了，救了一命

I just wish I took my own advice and made it right 我只希望我把我自己的建议，并提出它的权利

I'm in a vicious cycle, can't even see my friends 我在一个恶性循环，甚至不能看到我的朋友

I'm back to square one, talking to this beat again 我又回到了起点，再次谈到这个节拍

I'm stuck in the middle, I can't turn left or right 我卡在中间，我不能左转或右转

Cause when shit goes down, you're the one that's left alright 因为当狗屎下山，你剩下的好吗之一

And I'm the one here, always the one who's breaking down 而我在这里一个，永远是一个谁的打破

I'm praying you tell me 'it's alright' but you don't make a sound 我祈祷你能告诉我这是正常的“ ，但你不发出声音

Now I should really focus on me and my fucking music 现在，我真的很关注我和我他妈的音乐

But I've had enough of this, so watch me fucking lose it 不过，我已经受够了这一点，所以看我他妈的失去它

You played me all along, I know that you adored him 你打我，一直以来，我知道你喜欢他

You just showed your cards, I'm hoping you go all in 你只要表现出你的牌，我希望你走在所有

I know you got that fucking line 我知道你有这他妈的线

I know ill be alright, just give me fucking time 我知道生病是正常的，只要给我他妈的时间

It just sucks that I had so much respect for you girl 它只是吮吸，我有这么多的尊重你的女孩

I just wanted your love, I didn't expect the world 我只是想要你的爱，我没想到世界

You treat me like shit and you know it's true 你把我当成狗屎，你知道这是真的

Yet say you love me but won't change, I'm confused 然而，说你爱我，但不会改变，我很困惑

   

Working this hard shouldn't be so easy 本工作辛苦不应该那么容易

Call me [?] just so you can please me 叫我[？]只是让你可以请我

This is the beginning, wheres my happy ending? 这是开始的时候，我哪来幸福的结局？

This is the beginning, I want my happy ending 这是开始的时候，我希望我的快乐的结局

I want my happy ending 我要我的快乐的结局

I want my happy ending 我要我的快乐的结局

   

If the book closes now, would I be happy with it? 如果现在就预订结束，我会很高兴呢？

Would I be sad if that chapter had to go and finish? 我会很伤心，如果这一章不得不去完成？

I ask myself the same question every single night: 我问自己同样的问题，每一个夜晚：

Are you sure you want this rapping [?] 你确定你想要这个说唱[？]

And I say I don't care if everything peaks here 我说我不在乎，如果一切都在这里群峰

Because my love for this has grown like each year 因为我对这种爱已经成长就像每年

I don't really get long if labels aren't getting at me 我真的不长期做下去，如果标签没有得到我

Just as long as I'm smiling, and my ending's happy 正如只要我微笑，我的结局的幸福

   

This is the beginning, wheres my happy ending? 这是开始的时候，我哪来幸福的结局？

This is the beginning, I want my happy ending 这是开始的时候，我希望我的快乐的结局

I want my happy ending 我要我的快乐的结局

I want my happy ending 我要我的快乐的结局