Bothered and handcuffed 懒得和戴上手铐

a prayer for sweet release 祈祷的甜蜜发布

cause I know this pain 因为我知道这种痛苦

is just the beginning 仅仅是个开始

   

Lie awake 躺在床上

counting sheep like falling rain drops over me 数羊般落下雨滴在我

over myself when my heart stops beating 在我自己，当我的心脏停止跳动

as I 我

   

Break down 分解

this is crashing - down around me 这是崩溃 - 倒在我身边

I expose myself and now I í暴露自己，现在我

break down 分解

I keep asking 我不断问

would you leave me down and out 你会离开我穷困潦倒

I'm all alone again (again) 我独自一人试（再次）

   

In solitude 在孤独

completely and totally 完全，彻底

fixated on you 迷恋你

   

Lost inside 里面迷失

everything is incomplete 一切都是不完整的

the cost is high 成本高

all the pain you gave to me 你给我的痛

????? ?????

driven by my tendencies 我的倾向驱动

so simplistically sadistic how you push me to the limit 你怎么把我推到了极限，以便简单地施虐

losing myself 失去自己

   

Break down 分解

this is crashing - down around me 这是崩溃 - 倒在我身边

I expose myself and now I í暴露自己，现在我

break down 分解

I keep asking 我不断问

would you leave me down and out 你会离开我穷困潦倒

I'm all alone again 我独自一人再次

   

I'm all alone, empty inside 我独自一人，内心空虚

there are no happy endings for me 有没有大团圆的结局对我来说

there is no place die 有没有地方模具

force me back to the beginning painful 逼我回痛苦的开始

pushing me back to the start again 又推着我回到开始

   

Break down 分解

this is crashing - down around me 这是崩溃 - 倒在我身边

I expose myself and now I í暴露自己，现在我

break down 分解

I keep asking 我不断问

would you leave me down and out 你会离开我穷困潦倒

I'm all alone again 我独自一人再次