I just wanna get to know myself before my time comes to an end. 我只是想了解自己之前，我的时间即将结束。

If it's possible, maybe share my life with a friend. 如果可能的话，也许与朋友分享我的生活。

Never had nobody love me for the person that I am. 从来没有人爱我，我的人。

I admit that my mistakes have helped me turn into a man. 我承认我的错误，让我变成一个男人。

And I'm still searching for a plan, face taking me for a ride. 我还在寻找一个计划，脸部带我一程。

Don't know quite where I'm going, 不知道挺我要去哪里，

but destiny's by my side and, yo, regret is nowhere to be seen. 但命运的在我身边和，哟，遗憾的是无处可见。

My reality's a fantasy, man I'm living my dreams. 我现实中是一个幻想，男人我住我的梦想。

   

If today was my last day I would write a song to let you know that 如果今天是我最后一天，我会写一首歌让你知道

I thank you from the bottom of my soul. 我感谢你在我的灵魂深处。

You saved my life, I could have been gone a while ago. 你救了我的命，我可能已经走了前一段时间。

Hope my enemies realize what I was standing for. 希望我的敌人意识到发生了什么，我站在了。

I swear on my life that I'm spitting the truth. 我发誓，在我的生命中，我吐了真相。

I make mistakes, I'm a human, I'm no different than you. 我也会犯错，我是人，我比你没有什么不同。

Yo, and I just wanna thank the fans for y'all support. 哟，我只是想感谢球迷对你们的支持。

Every time I quit the game y'all help me back up to the court. 我每次退出游戏你们都帮我背到了法院。

And told me, "keep going, keep moving," 并告诉我：“继续前进，继续前进。”

so in return I put my fucking life into this music. 所以作为回报，我把我他妈的生活变成这样的音乐。

And I just pray that it helps y'all like it helped me. 我只是祈祷，它有助于你们都喜欢它帮助了我。

Even if it's only one person and no one else sees. 哪怕只有一个人，没有其他人看见。

   

Thou who hasn't sin may punish me for my sins, 你谁没有罪可以惩罚我为我的罪，

so before you point at me you better look deep 所以你指着我之前你最好还是深

within your own past and you always said I won't last, 在您自己的过去，你总是说我会不会持续，

but I never surrounded myself by cats with no class. 但我从来没有包围自己被猫不用上课。

Everyone in my circle showed me a part of me, 每个人都在我的圈子里向我展示了我的一部分，

helped me change for the better and soon you'll probably see 帮我改好了，很快你可能会看到

that any situation you can learn from. 在任何情况下，你可以借鉴。

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, like your first love. 那些杀不死你，使你更坚强，像你的初恋。

   

And I was always taught to wait until my turn comes. 我总是被告知要等到轮到我来。

Now that it's here I'm getting what I deserve, 现在，它在这里我得到了我应得的，

I just wish I could go back into time and how it first was. 我只是希望我能回去到时间以及它是如何第一次了。

I never really fully understood the word love. 我从来没有真正完全理解爱这个字。

But it's something I'm certain about is deep inside me. 但是这件事情我敢肯定的是内心深处的我。

But I ain't searching for it, I'm just gonna let it find me. 但我不寻找它，我只是要让它找到我。

Yeah, it's something I'm certain about, it's deep inside me, 是啊，这件事情我敢肯定有关，这是内心深处的我，

but I ain't searching for it, I'm just gonna let it find me. 但我不寻找它，我只是要让它找到我。

   

Dear Lord, forgive me for my sins and watch over 亲爱的主啊，原谅我的罪孽和苏女士

the ones I love and if I shall pass today, 那些我爱的，如果我今天会过去，

I hope I'll be remembered by the good that I did rather 我希望我会用我做的比较好记住

than the mistakes that I've made. 不是，我已经犯过的错误。

I thank you for what I do have, 我感谢你为我确实有，

instead of being ungrateful for what I'm missing. 而不是被忘恩负义的，我错过了什么。

Now every breath is closer to my last, 现在，每一次呼吸更接近我过去，

that's what makes that breath the fresh air so much more valuable. 这是什么使得这口气清新的空气这么多更有价值。

In Jesus name my pray, Amen. 在耶稣的名字我的祈祷，阿门。