("All I ever wanted was someone to love me") （ “我所想要的是一个人来爱我” ）

I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough 我试图从里面哭出来，但我想我的灵魂不倒本身出足够的

Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls, 血液中的墙壁，黑色的火焰，血液中的墙壁上，

I saw you staring through the cracks 我看见你穿过裂缝盯着

No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love, 没有人知道发生了什么事在我身上，我觉得没有爱情，

I felt no reason to carry on with my life 我觉得没有理由继续我的生活

Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought 一切都错了，没有什么是正确的，至少这是我的想法

Kids finding laughter at my expense 孩子们找到的笑声在我牺牲

They were killing me on the inside they couldn't give up their pride 他们对自己不能放弃自己的骄傲在里面杀了我

My heart was bleeding from so much grieving 我的心脏从这么多的悲伤在流血

On the outside I looked fine, you couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell 在我看了罚款外，分不清楚，但在里面是永恒的地狱

I got caught up in the moment of depression, 我遇上了抑郁症的时刻，

And before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground 之前我就知道我的bodywas躺在地上

With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand 在我手中的枪我沙漏是出砂

Thanks to all the people who drove me to death 感谢所有谁开车送我到死的人

Without you I could of never ended my breath 如果没有你，我也从来不收我的呼吸

Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate 通过你的愤怒和仇恨，我可以选择我的命运

There was a way out, but I chose the easy route 有一个出路，但我选择了简单的方法

Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction 一炮爆炸，一口气跑出去，最后的想法付诸灭绝

"No more love, no more pain," for you have chosen suicide as the way out... “越是没有人爱，不再有痛苦，”因为你选择了自杀作为出路...

Help them 帮助他们

Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor, 冰冷的手指，身体勾画在地板上，

Pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror 血你看到游泳池，你尖叫的恐怖

Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation 她的身体现在是切割的一部分，她的灵魂绞杀的牺牲品

I will not accept this evil anymore 我不会接受这个邪了

I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good 我从来没有想过我是谁伤害或者我从来没有尝试过寻找好

I'm sorry for whoever I hurt, it's not easy to look back on my life, 对不起任何人伤害你，这是不容易回头看看我的生活，

And know I did not know Christ 并且知道我不认识基督

For now I live in a real hell 现在我住在一个真正的地狱

I wish I had another chance... then I would live my life with love 我希望我有一次机会......那么我会过我的生活与爱情