seven a.m., 上午七时，

the garbage truck beeps as it backs up 垃圾车发出哔哔声，因为它备份

and I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away. 我开始我整天想着什么，我扔掉了。

Could I push rewind? 我能推退？

The credits traverse signifying the end but I missed the best part. 信用遍历标志着结束，但我错过了最精彩的部分。

Could we please go back to start? 我们可以请回去开始？

   

Forgive my indecision 请原谅我的优柔寡断

   

Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side. 再说，你总是第一个时，没有一个人在你身边。

But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride. 但话又说回来，一天会来当我想关的车程。

   

eleven a.m., 上午十一时，

by now you would think that I would be up 你现在觉得我会了

but my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made. 但我的床单灯罩的选择热我做了。

And what did I find? 而且我怎么找？

I never thought I could want someone so much 我从来没有想过我能希望有人这么多

'cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in “因为现在你不在这里，我的膝盖深

that old fear. 旧的恐惧。

   

Forgive my indecision... I am only a man 请原谅我的犹豫不决......我只是一个人

   

Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side. 再说，你总是第一个时，没有一个人在你身边。

But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride. 但话又说回来，一天会来当我想关的车程。

   

Twelve pm and my dusty telephone rings. 十二时和我尘封的电话响了。

Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be? 重头从我的枕头，那是谁？

I hope it's you. 我希望这是你的。