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My name is Ian Mathias Bavitz 我的名字叫伊恩·马蒂亚斯Bavitz

I was born in 1-9-7-6, at Biosfet hospital, located in Long Island, NY 我出生在1-9-7-6 ，在Biosfet医院，坐落于纽约长岛

I am 6 foot, for I weigh 2-0-0 pounds 我是6英尺，为我的体重2-0-0磅

I have brown hair and green eyes 我有棕色的头发和绿色的眼睛

I enjoy writing songs, painting, movies and diner food 我喜欢写歌，画画，看电影和晚餐的食物

I have two brothers, Chris and Graham 我有两个兄弟，克里斯和格雷厄姆

and two parents, Paul and Jameija 两个父母，保罗和Jameija

In august of 2-0-0-1 I went crazy.. 在2- 0- 0-八月，我疯了..

 

This was originally not for public consumption 这原本不是为大众消费

This was made for four people... four people that literally saved my life 这是四个人做......四个人，从字面上救了我的生活

They know who they are.. 他们知道他们是谁..

And ahhh I mean I could live to be a thousand years old and never re-pay them 而唉唉我的意思是，我可以活到一千岁，永不再付钱给他们

I don't think this song would pay for them 我不认为这首歌会为他们支付

But hopefully by putting it out, push the bank a little further.. 但希望通过将出来，推动银行远一点..

This ain't a burner for the whips (no it isn't) 这不是一个燃烧器的鞭子（没有它不是）

This ain't even Aesop Rock fly earthworm demeanor (no it isn't) 这甚至不是伊索飞岩龙的神态（不，没有）

My name is Ian Mathias Bavitz and I was born in Long Island, New York 我的名字叫伊恩·马蒂亚斯Bavitz ，我出生在长岛，纽约

Seventy Six, before Graham and after Chris... OK 六七十，格雷厄姆前和克里斯后... OK

In August of 2001 my seemingly splinter-proof brain bone, scaffling imploded 在2001年8月我看似分裂型的脑骨， scaffling崩盘

I kept it on the hush, but nearly tumbling 我把它放在了嘘，但几乎翻滚

to the cold hard concrete on near bodega trips 对附近的酒庄之旅冰冷坚硬的混凝土

for ciggaretes and soda, shook me to kasper 对于ciggaretes和苏打水，震撼我的Kasper

Dizzy with a nothern chaser, motor sensory eraser 晕了。北方猎，运动感觉橡皮擦

Gorophobe tunnel vision, guilt, self loathing arrangements Gorophobe隧道视野，内疚，自我厌恶的安排

Rose rapidly outta fog I'd never fished in 迅速上涨失控雾我从来没有在钓鱼

that abates three separate foreign men's 即消退三个独立的外国男人的

While I seems to hook lines and syncro simple fishing 虽然我好像勾线和Syncro的简单的钓鱼

Simple primitive self taught, easing of soul, mind and body 简单的原始自学，缓解了灵魂，心灵和身体

but the symptoms rejected my cave-man modus operandi 但症状拒绝了我的山洞人的作案手法

So now it's one fish belly up, through medicated mol edge 所以，现在是一条鱼肚皮朝上，通过药膳摩尔边缘

Shrinks that get 250 an hour for awkward silence 缩小了获得250小时的尴尬的沉默

And, I'd be lying if I said all of this 而且，我想，如果我说这一切是在说谎

made even the slightest fragment of sense to me 由感丝毫的片段给我

That's frail... Simply put 这是身体虚弱......简而言之

I don't know what happened, or what's stillhappening 我不知道发生了什么，或者什么stillhappening

I literally feel like I'm teetering on the blunt edge of my sanity 我真的觉得我徘徊在我的理智的钝边

JAMIE, I killed the robots and I'm sorry 杰米，我杀了机器人，对不起

Broke down in front of you, embarrassed 在你面前崩溃了，不好意思

but you lent a heart and hand that only you could 但你伸出了心脏和手，只有你可以

you're one of my best friends and yes I'd take that bullet for you 你是我最好的朋友之一，是的，我会拿那子弹你

That's my word, which is about all I have left 这是我的话，这是所有我已离开

TONY, I know you know you crazy, 'cause you told me 托尼，我知道你知道你疯了，因为你告诉我

but that did never bother you, I hold you as my brother 'til death 但这绝不打扰你，我认为你是我的兄弟，直到死亡

And I got your back if ever the drunk goblin step 我收到了你回来，如果以往任何时候都喝醉了妖精的步骤

for makin' a cat laugh, when I was walking with the dead 对于金猫笑了，当我走一起死

KATHERINE, mother figure, older sister, concerned be a limits 凯瑟琳的母亲的身影，姐姐担心是极限

Letting me know I wasn't the only one with this 让我知道我不是唯一一个与此

Continuous offers for vacation, Chicago visits 连续报价的假期，芝加哥访问

Talked me to repair of a head full of broken pistons 谈到我修全破活塞的头

RIYAH, for the late night movie rentals and the company I needed RIYAH ，在深夜的电影出租服务，我公司需要

An' you knew it, but I just wouldn't admit it 一个你知道这一点，但我就是不承认的话

You listened to me brag about my issues for hours 你听我吹嘘我的问题，好几个小时

Offer incredible advice, gave me a hug when I was finished 提供了令人难以置信的意见，给了我一个拥抱，当我完成

Am I a jack of all trades? Nope... I like to write songs tho' 我是各行各业的插孔？没了......我喜欢写歌寿

Are they good? I dunno.. 他们是好？我不知道..

But I could tell you that I only write shit down when I believe it 但我可以告诉你，我只写狗屎下来的时候，我相信它

So take this how you want, but know I mean it 所以借这个你怎么想，但知道我是认真的

I want you all to know that I'm scared 我想你们都知道，我很害怕

Now my fuckin' crooked soul never faced a monster like the last few months 现在，我他妈的歪心从来没有遇到像过去几个月怪物

Never in my whole life... I wish I could explain this better (I can't) 从来没有在我的整个生命......我希望我能解释这更好（我做不到）

But the pieces won't formulate it to anything even close to cohesive 但这些片断会不会制订其任何甚至接近凝聚力

So I guess this is my feeble way to thank you 所以我想这是我软弱的方式来感谢你

Four soldiers that extended something sacred off the purity of kindness 四名士兵延长神圣的东西掉善良的纯度

I owe you all my life and please don't argue with that statement 我欠你我所有的生活，请不要用这种说法争论

'Cause without y'all I may not have a life to offer, take it 因为没有你们我可能不会有自己的生活提供的，把它

Thank you 谢谢

I wish I could explain this better. (Thank you) 我希望我能解释这更好的。 （谢谢）

I'm sorry for burdening your pleasures. (Thank you) 我很抱歉你的负担乐趣。 （谢谢）

I love you all with all that's left of me. (Thank you) 我爱你们所有剩下的我。 （谢谢）

For helping try to kill what made a mess of me. (Thank you) 帮助试图杀死是什么让我的一个烂摊子。 （谢谢）

Somehow, someway. (Thank you) 不知怎的，好歹。 （谢谢）

I'ma get you back someday. (Thank you) 我是让你回来的一天。 （谢谢）

Just gotta figure this all out... So.. 只是爱的身影这一切了...所以..

I guess it is kind of funny when you look headed from a step back 我想这是很有趣，当你从一步看一步头球回

How one man can literally buckle under the same pressures 怎么一个人可以真正在相同的压力下扣

Other men operate normally under 其他人正常操作下

I have soaked this out from all angles, walking through time 我已经湿透了这一点，从各个角度，通过一次走

I have been over everything in my head, still I can't think anymore 我一直在一切都在我的头上，我仍然不能相信了

But I guess some times, when you can't breathe, there are people there 但我想有些时候，当你无法呼吸，还有人有

to breathe for you 呼吸为你

I am lucky enough to have those people around me 我很幸运，有我身边的那些人

Thank you for helping me to not die 谢谢你帮我不会死

Thank you for helping me to not die 谢谢你帮我不会死

Pocket full of pennies, and a soul gone tilt 口袋里装满硬币，而灵魂不见了倾斜

Cockpit full of memories and a dream full of guilt 驾驶舱充满回忆，充满愧疚的梦想